I believed that change was good. Meet the right person, change is inevitable. Meet the right person and the desire to change, be “better” is there, as it should be. Nothing wrong with change. Change IS good.

But…

I’ve had my fill of attempting to change for other people. So, I’ve decided I’m done with it.

There are just some things about me that I happen to like. Things that I think ARE good, and don’t need changed. Sorry, if you don’t get it. Sorry, you don’t understand. Sorry, but I’m not sorry. Not really. Your perception of the way things are isn’t always accurate. You’d be wise to remember that. My intentions are not bound by your interpretations. You can ask me, and I’ll tell you. But I will no longer submit to an apology over a misunderstood, misguided, ignorant, ill-witted, interpretation that you have, that’s based solely on your dysfunctional upbringing, failed social conditioning, or inherent lack of knowledge or lack of education. I’m simply not going to do it. I’m done.

I’m a big fan of getting things done in short order. Over, around, under, or through; doesn’t matter to me, as long as I accomplish what I’m set to accomplish. You may consider that to be a negative trait. It’s not. It’s a positive one.

I like to address problems head on. Don’t wait. Deal with it. Now. “Getter done!”. You may consider that to be a negative trait. It’s not. It’s a positive one. Not addressing problems right away often leads to more problems. Have I learned to have patience in this area? Sure. But make no mistake, the underlying principle remains the same: Address your shit. If you don’t, there will be more shit. (It’s not rocket science.)

I like to debate and challenge thoughts, ideas, and opinions; in person and online. You may consider that to be a negative trait. It’s not. It’s a positive one. Just because you choose to live in a bubble, surrounded by only those who agree with you, leave any possible variation to your thought process to be ignored, doesn’t mean I do. I prefer to challenge my thought process. I prefer to question my beliefs. I prefer to push myself and others to promote thought. You may not like that. See no value in that. I’m sure I don’t care. Stay silent then. Protect yourself and the weak condition of your bladder by not engaging. But don’t attempt to stifle my ability to question, fight, or challenge. You may see me as a fool for that; but understand, the feeling is mutual.

I’ll say what I want. Do what I want. Behave how I want. And if you don’t like it, if for ANY reason you feel the need to wet yourself or attempt to curb my behavior, you can get to the back of the line and take a number. There will be no quarter for the likes of you. Not any more. My patience has worn thin. I’m done with it.

So, “Unfriend”, “Block”, “Delete”, hit the road, do whatever you got to do to maintain that weak mask you’re attempting to portray as a self esteem; but spare me the drivel of your unapproval. There are only deaf ears here.

I’ve actually come to know people who actually like me for me. People who get it. So, my tolerance for those who don’t, has waned. I think i’ll hang with those who, like me, don’t mind coloring out side the lines. You can just sit there, and talk amongst yourselves about it. Lord knows, I don’t mind being the topic of conversation. No need to hold your breath, I got more juice coming.

If the things I mentioned above don’t resonate with you, as something you want, someone you want to align yourself with, then by all means: go away. Trust me, I think less of you than you do of me.

…and I mean that, in the nicest way possible. 🙂 #120nogovernor

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